you are not alone. so many of us are there too. lately lots of posts deal with this. there are lots of resources to help with the anxiety and guilt you may feel at this point. I too have done this many times with ant and made my home a revolving door for a while. it did not help ant. it made me think he was safe being here under my roof, but it did not fix his problems. here are two places to look for strength: http://www.conductdisorders.com/com...der-kids-scenarios-solutions.2364/#post-22685 read down that for some answers. also check out the POTADA site. if you want to help your child you must sometimes remove the emotion you feel as a parent. you must think outside the box.