hi, went to hospital today to meet with-the team of dr.'s for difficult child. guess what?? she GAINED 3.5 pounds in only 5 days! they were astonished and just looked at me and difficult child and said wow you two work well together we didn't expect such an increase. yea yea they havent' seen my posts here about how i wanted to jump off a bridge basically. long story short she isnt' stable yet but we are getting there. they brought in another peds specialist that was discussing the complex case that being difficult child and how we have to get a Sensory Integration Disorder (SID) specialist involved we're hitting alot of walls with-the textures. winds up her sugar levels are high. i told them i'Tourette's Syndrome the seroquel again. we gotta add another medication maybe topomax to combat the side effects. it's right on that borderline if it goes any higher we are in trouble. so i made two calls to pyschiatrists that they referred me to. one doesn't take our insurance and the other waiting on call back. my pyschiatrist went AWOL on us. last time i spoke to him was when difficult child was in the hospital. still trying to figure out my life, how to make this all work. trying to calm down everyone here that is in upheaval over my new situation. easy child is slowly conforming she has alot of heart for me, luckily and hates to see me stress lately. husband is a different story. he spoke this morning about seperating. so we'll see where that lands. my main concern is getting her better. easy child i always gotta keep an eye on shes my kid, yet the other kids is just fun time when their here MOSTLY and husband has gotta get a grip. if he isnt' strong enough to prevail through this, than it wasn't meant to be afterall.