In 36 hours I will be arriving home with difficult child. I am sitting here feeling like I was the last few days of my pregnancy and inducing labor had already been sscheduled for a couple of days away. All those feelings of anticipation, excitement, feeling a little nervous, etc. It's a good thing I have last minute preparations to do to keep me busy! I'm soooo hoping that difficult child can make it this time and actually get out of this system and not get back in it. His head is on straight and he seems so much more self-reliant and independent. Please keep fingers crossed for him! And thank you again, Ladies, for being strong for me this past year and even the night this happened. You were the only people I had in the life, so to speak, that understood what this was like to live thru and I honestly don't know if I could have made it without having that understanding and support from someone. I'll let you know as soon as I am able after the arrival of my 70", 165 lb baby boy!!