My son is still doin good as far as staying sober... But I have been so sleepless & worried for so long .. That I feel I never say the right thing I get so nervous anymore! He still refuses to get a job for the most outrageous reasons ! So I just try not to say much... It only makes thgs difficult for me. When he does show up Im always so worried hes not gonna leave on his own,I am tired & this makes me feel so awful ! Keep me in prayer plzz that I am still doin right ... Just feelin lost ... But still proud at the same time.. Does that even make since ?!