My son will be home(if he does not mess up) the end of August. The closer it gets the worse my anxiety becomes. He has made progress in the program he was placed in. My anxiety has everything to do with him falling back into the same behaviors and friendships he had when he got arrested. I am starting to have nightmares and times when I can't sleep at all. I have an appointment with a psychiatric and a therapist in July. I hate feeling this way. I am not keen on the idea of taking medication if an alternative method helps. It hasn't and will be happy to try medication if it will help get rid of this feeling of impending doom. I have been away from the daily stress long enough to know I don't want to ever live with the gut wrenching situation that had become my life. I am working on detchment, but when they are in your face, and because of their age you are financially responsible for their bad choices it is not easy.