difficult child just called me at work. He thinks I am callous, and is making judgement using the words of girlfriend and hubby against me. I could hear girlfriend in the background. He said he "still loves me, but is very angry, and that I won't see him for a couple of days." He claims that he now has a felony charge against him (although the sherrif's website has wiped the charges). Also, he now has to submit to a weekly sample. He believes it is all wrong because it was his own medicine, and it wasn't carelessness ( ) that caused it... Color me confused. Someone told him that I feel he deserved what he got. Well, in a way I maybe do. Obviously, he learned no lesson from this. I am glad he won't be around for a few days. Hopefully, I will be able to hold it together for Valentine's dinner tonight. I can't change what others have said, and I can't change what I feel or what he feels. I thought I could get by without breaking down, but now that I've spoken to him, I can tell it won't happen. I am tearing up, but I don't want to give in to it. Can I have some of you at my back, standing for me when my own family won't?