He's so excited/anxious about tomorrow the poor guy just can't sleep. I swear, it feels like oh-so-many-years-ago when he was spending his last night before kindergarten. He has everything packed into his backpack & has checked it two or three times. He's asked me 3 or 4 times which of his new shirts he should wear. It's so precious I could just pinch his cheeks! lol. Gee, would Mom going to school and taking pictures of his first day of high school be an uncool Mom thing to do? lol. I swear, I see this sweet, gentle, timid guy in front of me & I have such a hard time justifying it with the dangerous, evil, terroristic raging maniac I see during his rages. The two images just don't even come close to resembling the same kid! It makes it so hard to understand what's going on in that head of his. I don't see any similarities what-so-ever that would indicate it's the same person. I just hope we see more and more of this sweet, thoughtful guy. I like him. Fluffy? I could go the rest of my life without ever seeing that monster again! I just hope and pray that everything goes well for him. I want so much for this to be a positive step for him. I want this to be one of those light bulb moments so that we don't have to keep pursuing Residential Treatment Center (RTC) placement for him. Gee, I'm beginning to think I'm more nervous and excited about tomorrow than he is!