kt was such a pill all weekend......one whine or complaint after another. Nothing was right in her world (her world went from a toddler to a 23 y/o & everything in between). It was ugly to watch.....uglier to deal with. Finally around 4 yesterday afternoon she screamed out what I knew was going on all along......."I want daddy back". And she broke down & sobbed. It took several hours to calm her ~ she needed to cry however I didn't want her to escalate to hospitalization. And we were headed that direction. I'm going to have to get kt to talk or just ask for a hug anything that helps her through these moments of anger & grief. It's overwhelming ~ I'm second guessing what I know is really going on because she denies it left & right. kt doesn't want to make me sad by talking ~ I'd rather talk when she's sad & angry but calm than deal with yesterday afternoon. I'm a broken record; it's okay to talk. I'm sad, angry, in disbelief, you name it, just like you are kt. Please please use your words. I haven't found a bereavement group for adolescents that will fit into either of the tweedles schedules. Neither of them do well in outings after dark. Ick.......I'm just hating this for my children.