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toughlovin
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Hi all,
Well I know we had a couple of birthdays yesterday and today is my sons 21st birthday!!! I am trying to keep busy doing fun stuff so the sadness does not engulf me. I cant believe that on his 21st birthday I may not even talk to him!! I dont really know where he is or what he is doing... he has not been on FB. I did go on and wish him Happy Birthday on FB and send him a private message. My hope is that he will know others will message him so he will find a library and at least get my messages. It just makes me so darned sad and worried!! Who would have thought 21 years ago (we actually were still waiting for him but 4 days later he was in my arms) that we would be in the situation we are in now? Gosh it just makes me want to cry. I have been feeling depressed the last couple of days and I think a big part of it was knowing this was coming.... so I am doing what I can to keep busy until tomorrow!
TL
Well I know we had a couple of birthdays yesterday and today is my sons 21st birthday!!! I am trying to keep busy doing fun stuff so the sadness does not engulf me. I cant believe that on his 21st birthday I may not even talk to him!! I dont really know where he is or what he is doing... he has not been on FB. I did go on and wish him Happy Birthday on FB and send him a private message. My hope is that he will know others will message him so he will find a library and at least get my messages. It just makes me so darned sad and worried!! Who would have thought 21 years ago (we actually were still waiting for him but 4 days later he was in my arms) that we would be in the situation we are in now? Gosh it just makes me want to cry. I have been feeling depressed the last couple of days and I think a big part of it was knowing this was coming.... so I am doing what I can to keep busy until tomorrow!
TL