Went to dr for another issue, but he told me my heart is having extra beats in it. I told him the situation and i got to see a psycologist right after. And she has worked in prisons. She is going to help me with detachment. Help with stress. And im going on vacation next week to colorado to hang with my funny sister. And i dont talk calls or read letters from son on "my" weekends. Just going into survival mode now.