I too just joined the forum. I spent the weekend looking around and reading the posts. My situation was much like yours except I was a single parent. My son was difficult from the very beginning. Counselors have told me they hear this a lot. From the very beginning he didn't want to sleep and learned to get out of his crib before he could walk. It seemed as if he started lying just as soon as he started talking. The calls from school started in the first grade, he was disruptive and made noises. He started out gifted and by 16 I drove him to take his GED and I sat in the car to make sure he didn't leave! I was so terrified when the phone rang - not knowing where he was or doing was scary.
My insurance paid for counseling so I had treatments in house and office visits. He would not participate, but I was told some of it does 'sink in', but most of all it will help you. Him and his friends would steal everything I had. I turned him in several times for stealing from neighbors, it was embarrassing for me and he didn't seem to care. I would go to court and see the kids joking and laughing waiting to go before the judge. They really don't take it seriously and I found it was more of a burden on the parents than the kids. I had to take time off for work to drive him to community service, for 3 years I used all of my vacation time for appointments and other activities centered around him.
I threatened to change the locks and I was told that until he turns 18 you can not legally do that (in my state). He was in and out of jail a lot, and I left him in jail for 3 months when the fine was only $25. I felt he was safer in jail, at least I knew where he was My home was broken into so many times, Christmas gifts stolen, my car.
It is very hard and for some reason society blames the mothers far more than the fathers. And the kids blame you too, everything is going to be your fault. My difficult child is 33 now and I did not have a good support system. Now there are many more support groups around and online, it's great to have someone to talk to that is (or has) going through the same thing. Parents with kids that follow the rules really think you are the problem and feel sorry for the kid!
If I had it to do over I would still try everything to keep him off drugs and listen to him curse me. Except that I would have kicked him out earlier. He was in a court ordered treatment at 18 and just walked out about a month before the 9 months was up. He is one of those that does not learn from experiences.
I was also told not to try to reason with the drugs and their emotional growth is stunted by the drugs. It is a scary time and I wish you the best. If you can not get him to participate in the sessions make him go and sit there, it will help you.
Search this forum, there is a lot of good advice. Read the books that are recommended. My son is still getting into bad relationships and this one is the worse yet. At 33 it appears he has relasped and she tells him a lot of **** that he is so f* up because of me and I never loved him and blah, blah, blah. I have met her one time in the 2 years and I was NOT impressed. She is 37 and thinks (and has told me) that we should be sending monthly checks to help them out. I called the police to stop her nasty calls. I positively HATED having to go to the police AGAIN, when he was in his teens they were at my house so much I never wanted to talk to one about him again.
I tried tough love and he hated me for it, I am not sure he still doesn't hate me in some way. I hope I kept him alive, he doesn't think about how hard it was to do those things to your own child. I tried everything!!! It is difficult hearing the witch say those things, but I feel as if I did all I could. My daughter and I had just discussed about a year ago how much he had matured and he had apologized to me for the way he was.
I found a wonderful book 'When our Adult Children Dissapoint us' and it has helped me so much. The girls family thinks I am non caring, but he is an adult and he has to take care of himself. SO DO I!!
Take care of yourself too, I know how hard it is to concentrate with all of this going on. Find a hobby and get into an exercise program, learn to meditate.
Have a blessed week!