I have had a rough last three days anxiety wise. Both kids were at their dad's for the weekend so I was hoping to enjoy some relaxing down time with my boyfriend. Instead I fought off some pretty bad panic attacks all weekend and today they are still here. Yesterday afternoon I got myself so worked up when I was driving with my boyfriend and he had to pull over so I could throw up. Since then the anxiety has only gotten worse, and all the vomiting irritated my stomach so I've been having bad heartburn and indigestion. I can say that I really empathize with difficult child right now. If she feels even half as bad with her ulcers then I feel sorry for her and the pain she must be going through. Bad anxiety plus stomach issues = no fun. And I can't shake this feeling that something really bad is about to happen. I don't know what it is exactly. I don't know if it involves my kids or me or what. But the feeling is intense and I'm even afraid to go to sleep at night for fear that something bad is going to happen. I hope this is just a bad phase and goes away quickly. It's still a long ways till Friday and I'm just hoping to make it to the end of the week in one piece. So if you all could send good vibes my way or say prayers I would greatly appreciate it. Right now I can't get rid of this yucky feeling and I'm feeling pretty miserable. Hoping my bad feeling is just anxiety and not a premonition.