This will be my first ever mother's day without my difficult child, Dalton. I'm so sad already, I have already cried, and even though I'm grateful that I will talk to him on the phone, and he sent me a nice scented candle and card yesterday, and of course I will be with my other 3 kids - it's so sad for me. I will have to put on my half fake smile. On the BEST news....his dad did agree to let him fly home on June 13th here to NY, we are going to go camping and to NYC one day then he will drive with us when we go to move. I can't wait, I'm counting down the days!!! Oh Lord please don't let my heart hurt all day tomorrow how it's hurting tonight. I miss my baby boy.