kt is continuing in high anxiety mode - to the point of a 3 person crisis team out last night. There is no reassuring her; no medication that will touch this - kt will have to work this out & listen to what people are telling her. Tonight, after Integrated Listening Systems (ILS) therapist leaves kt is once more on the upswing - ready to blow. I finally talked her into her PRN medications, a shower (I washed & rinsed her hair & we talked quietly). "Mom, I just have to tell you my feelings instead of feeling all crummy inside". Yes, kt that would certainly help matters. She, PCA & husband are in the backyard starting a fire in the firepit - going to roast marshmallows & make some s'mores for dessert. Now, it's down to 4 weeks of unscheduled chaos (ESY ended today) & I'm working on a plan - the plan may beat me this time around though.