So I am leaving for work today and saw my son who I made leave my house a few weeks back. He was walking around, said he doesn't know what became of his car since it broke down, he doesn't have a job and doesn't have a place to stay. I told him I would take him to his dad's house since he said my son could stay there under very strict rules. My son said "no" not right now. He said he is going to a friend's to take a shower. Also, he says, although I don't believe anything as he has been lying to me for years, that he sleeps at the grocery store by my house since he is homeless. I have to admit, it does embarrass me, and makes me feel bad n sad. Too many emotions to deal with...I just left him and went on my way to work. I now have to get thru this day and put on a happy face when I just want to cry and go home. I feel like he will only accept me letting him move back to my house or nothing. I guess he wants to go to my house bc in the past, I put up with so so much. Just feeling down and out today.