and I'm still in processing mode. I did tell him that I will have to take it one day at a time. I do not trust him or anything he tells me right now. I told him that it would take a long time for me to get over this, and that I may not ever get over it. I tried to be nice, but I don't need him to obsessively tell me he loves me or that I'm beautiful and that I'm the most important thing in the world to him!!!!! He is not in a good place emotionally---don't know if that is from lack of medications. or new medications (Depakote, Seraquol, Two blood pressure medications, cholesterol medications). He is shakey and having rapid heart beat---anxiety or medication or residual withdrawal??? not sure. He fell in the kitchen earlier. I went to check. difficult child went in. He said he just "went down." Not sure what that means. difficult child and I wanted to call 911. He said no. He went to sleep on the couch.