Finally got a new nanny job. It is for 4 teachers and I will have 4 kids ages 1-4. Two of them are in preschool 2 mornings per week. Basically, I will play with them in the AM; get them lunch; put them down for their naps; play with them an hour or so till the mom whose house we are in gets home. One doesn't come till late and one gets picked up early. Sounds do-able and the money is quite a bit better than the last job. I get paid school holidays and snowdays plus unpaid Christmas break and spring break. Summers off and it can last several years - probably until I'm ready to retire. Feeling much better. Thanks to all for the prayers and positive thoughts.