I've been sick for days. Just starting to get my voice back. Missy's been sick too. Needless to say, after doctor's visits and medicine, just for her, I've just spent 80 bucks. Never mind me. Never mind that she is a mess when she gets sick....rages, meltdowns, waking up in the middle of the night and the extreme in the opposite..the hyperactivity when she thinks she feels better, like running up and down the aisle in the store and dissappearing around the aisle, because she thinks it's funny. Can you tell I'm just pulling my hair out right now? We are also dealing with the death of husband's grandmother. Funeral services are tonight, tomorrow and burial is Wednesday. Just get home from picking up the prescriptions, one of which I can't even give her because it's blue!!! (For goodness sakes, I don't see the need for ROYAL BLUE medicine!!) Guess what she does.....She is deliberately breathing in easy child's face. I've repeatedly told her to stay away from this one and that one and him too. I just can't deal with another sick person right now. I absolutely have no time to bring him to the doctor. So, just as I have the littlest inkling of a voice beginning....I'm screaming at her, because she's laughing at the whole situation! I tell her to go to her room and she refuses. I hate this! And now, my voice is gone again. When I'm not whispering, I sound like a stupid duck!