All the x drama. I got a call this morning from my lawyer who got a call from x's lawyer. Therapist is not going to get in the middle of the visitation arrangement even if x agrees to follow his suggestions. This is not coming from therapist, but the lawyers associated with the office therapist works from. Then to top it off x calls me today. He isn't supposed to call me so its in the guise of difficult child 1 calling me. I don't pick up the phone even though I know I'll hear my sons voice on the other end. I'm holding the phone tight as its ringing just panicking. I listen to the voice mail. I can hear x in the back ground telling difficult child 1 word for word what to say. I feel betrayed by the one last agency I had any hope in. There is nothing left I can do to try to keep difficult child 1 safe. On top of this mother in law is in the state today. I called her to see if she is going to come over. She doesn't know. She will probably be in state until the beginning of July. Hope she isn't planning on staying here because after her last stay I'll have no patience with her. She is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD). I'm panicky today and no way is cleaning getting done. I'm on the computer trying to calm down and not bite the kids heads off. Thanks for listening.