I absolutely understand your anxiety waiting for the test results. Although I am "new" to the cancer experience I am, like you, a type A and waiting is not comfortable. Reducing the stress in my life is the biggest challenge. I'm trying to walk after work because I can feel the benefit of the exercise but Lordy it's hard to have that much self discipline.
There are a couple of CD members who are traveling this road. I have found Cancer Compass to be a good source of information. Acually I know more about colons
than I ever wanted to know! Fingers crossed that your scan results are positive. Hugs. DDD