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He had psychiatrist appointment on Thursday. He asked the psychiatrist if he will feel like this forever (feeling outside of body)
On the way home he said that he doesn't get it. All the kids do drugs to feel the way he feels everyday, and he would do anything to just feel normal.
A bit later he was really upset. Said nobody will hang out with him because he doesn't do drugs.
His MySpace read "if you don't like someone tell them, don't let them think you are their friend"
Later he said everyone said he is annoying and stupid. He is their last resort.
More and more he is hiding in his room and not coming out. Not going anywhere, not talking to anyone and not doing things he use to.
I made him walk with me which was a mistake cause it turned into an argument and he left.
Neighbor boy who seems to be popular at school (same school) ...drug kid. Now drug kid has been drinking and doing drugs for atleast the past year. But drug kid's mom thinks he is an angel. drug kids older brother drives them to school. drug kid got arrested last week for possession of pot. Told difficult child how "cool" the cops were. He was finger printed and had his picture taken.
drug kids mom has bff a few houses away. We use to all be real close, but I haven't seen other in a while. Other has a son that is a senior also at a different school. easy child use to babysit him, he use to babysit difficult child.
He stopped by the other day. Was talking to difficult child. When I went for a walk he stopped me and said if difficult child ever needs help in high school to call him. I have been really upset, I looked at him and said ok...help...everyone does drugs and nobody will hang out with him because He doesn't. Even XXX was arrested last week.
Well - apparently good kid told his mom who told drug kids mom. Went to school the next day and drug kid said some nasty things to difficult child. Told him he needs to learn to keep his mouth shut. Now difficult child has NO friends because drug kid told EVERYONE. difficult child said he is so mad at him he won't even look at him. All of the friends revolve around drug kid. difficult child wanted to go to someones house last night, but drug kid was stopping by. difficult child said no he didn't want to go. Now this is the first time he showed any interest in doing anything lately. I feel so bad. Now what?
I just don't get it. drug kid gets in no trouble. Has been caught being so drunk and throwing up at a school function, at home...was caught smoking pot by mom a few weeks ago, now arrested at school and yet that very same day gets to go out with friends.
Do I do anything? Do I do nothing? Do I just sit here and watch difficult child get more and more depressed? He refuses to do anything and go anywhere.
I am scared.
He decided at the last minute last night to go to a show(concert with bands). He went alone. I dropped him off and told him to call whenever he was ready to leave.
He has anxiety to say the least. He texted both me and husband and asked if it was storming and if the storms were coming. I didn't know he texted husband, vice versa. I replied that the storms stayed south and missed us. husband replied only rain...I was upset because I never get to do anything with difficult child. Not even bring him or pick him up. These things may seem like nothing but it is important to me because I don't ever have the change to do it. I brought him. Then was in my room watching TV and husband comes in and said he called difficult child about when to pick him up and difficult child said 10:30..so he is leaving to get him. I did reply, "I was going to pick up". husband said, oh, go ahead. What's the use now. I wanted difficult child to call me, to let me know. He didn't have the chance. husband called him. I was hiding out in my room because I tried sitting in the same room with husband, but he said nothing to me in an hour. I can't stand it. So I went in my room to watch TV.
School is almost over, and as much as I hate school, I dread this summer. He is hiding in his room. Has no friends. The only kids he sees are at school. As much as he hates it one of the teachers say he is really in a good mood at school and kids all like him. So, what will happen in 16 more school days? No more contact with the outside world? Complete isolation?
difficult child also said that kids bug him to buy his xanax and adderall and to steal his dads vicodin. He said they bug him every day. I told him to tell the kids you don't HAVE them.
difficult child said drugs(pills) are SO popular at school that he could take a capsule, empty it out and fill it with anything, salt, sand....and sell it and he can guarantee about 100 people would want it. Sad. These kids don't even know what they are getting.
I am so sad to see difficult child like this. And so angry that he lies about school work. And so angry with husband that he puts it all on me even after I begged him over and over to check school work.
difficult child did his homework the other night. After he left for his room I asked husband to ask him if he did his missing worksheet. husband said, he did his homework. I said ask about worksheet. He asked, and difficult child said, "oh, no I didn't". ????? I can tell husband every single day for the past 8 years and STILL get the same response. HELLO...
On the way home he said that he doesn't get it. All the kids do drugs to feel the way he feels everyday, and he would do anything to just feel normal.
A bit later he was really upset. Said nobody will hang out with him because he doesn't do drugs.
His MySpace read "if you don't like someone tell them, don't let them think you are their friend"
Later he said everyone said he is annoying and stupid. He is their last resort.
More and more he is hiding in his room and not coming out. Not going anywhere, not talking to anyone and not doing things he use to.
I made him walk with me which was a mistake cause it turned into an argument and he left.
Neighbor boy who seems to be popular at school (same school) ...drug kid. Now drug kid has been drinking and doing drugs for atleast the past year. But drug kid's mom thinks he is an angel. drug kids older brother drives them to school. drug kid got arrested last week for possession of pot. Told difficult child how "cool" the cops were. He was finger printed and had his picture taken.
drug kids mom has bff a few houses away. We use to all be real close, but I haven't seen other in a while. Other has a son that is a senior also at a different school. easy child use to babysit him, he use to babysit difficult child.
He stopped by the other day. Was talking to difficult child. When I went for a walk he stopped me and said if difficult child ever needs help in high school to call him. I have been really upset, I looked at him and said ok...help...everyone does drugs and nobody will hang out with him because He doesn't. Even XXX was arrested last week.
Well - apparently good kid told his mom who told drug kids mom. Went to school the next day and drug kid said some nasty things to difficult child. Told him he needs to learn to keep his mouth shut. Now difficult child has NO friends because drug kid told EVERYONE. difficult child said he is so mad at him he won't even look at him. All of the friends revolve around drug kid. difficult child wanted to go to someones house last night, but drug kid was stopping by. difficult child said no he didn't want to go. Now this is the first time he showed any interest in doing anything lately. I feel so bad. Now what?
I just don't get it. drug kid gets in no trouble. Has been caught being so drunk and throwing up at a school function, at home...was caught smoking pot by mom a few weeks ago, now arrested at school and yet that very same day gets to go out with friends.
Do I do anything? Do I do nothing? Do I just sit here and watch difficult child get more and more depressed? He refuses to do anything and go anywhere.
I am scared.
He decided at the last minute last night to go to a show(concert with bands). He went alone. I dropped him off and told him to call whenever he was ready to leave.
He has anxiety to say the least. He texted both me and husband and asked if it was storming and if the storms were coming. I didn't know he texted husband, vice versa. I replied that the storms stayed south and missed us. husband replied only rain...I was upset because I never get to do anything with difficult child. Not even bring him or pick him up. These things may seem like nothing but it is important to me because I don't ever have the change to do it. I brought him. Then was in my room watching TV and husband comes in and said he called difficult child about when to pick him up and difficult child said 10:30..so he is leaving to get him. I did reply, "I was going to pick up". husband said, oh, go ahead. What's the use now. I wanted difficult child to call me, to let me know. He didn't have the chance. husband called him. I was hiding out in my room because I tried sitting in the same room with husband, but he said nothing to me in an hour. I can't stand it. So I went in my room to watch TV.
School is almost over, and as much as I hate school, I dread this summer. He is hiding in his room. Has no friends. The only kids he sees are at school. As much as he hates it one of the teachers say he is really in a good mood at school and kids all like him. So, what will happen in 16 more school days? No more contact with the outside world? Complete isolation?
difficult child also said that kids bug him to buy his xanax and adderall and to steal his dads vicodin. He said they bug him every day. I told him to tell the kids you don't HAVE them.
difficult child said drugs(pills) are SO popular at school that he could take a capsule, empty it out and fill it with anything, salt, sand....and sell it and he can guarantee about 100 people would want it. Sad. These kids don't even know what they are getting.
I am so sad to see difficult child like this. And so angry that he lies about school work. And so angry with husband that he puts it all on me even after I begged him over and over to check school work.
difficult child did his homework the other night. After he left for his room I asked husband to ask him if he did his missing worksheet. husband said, he did his homework. I said ask about worksheet. He asked, and difficult child said, "oh, no I didn't". ????? I can tell husband every single day for the past 8 years and STILL get the same response. HELLO...