Recently we moved and had to give up our cat for adoption. The cat had issues. He peed everywhere, was afraid of strangers, and my autistic son frequently played too rough with him. I could not have the cat pee in our new apartment so I gave him up. I tried and tried and tried to find a no kill adoption agency. Some wanted $350 and others were too full. My mom finally found one that only cost $81 so I decided to take him there. Didn't find out that it wasn't a no kill adoption agency till after I paid and gave him up. My mom knew all along that it wasn't a no kill adoption agency and didn't tell me. I told the agency to call me if he wasn't adopted cause I did NOT want him to be put to sleep. The lady told me I could call every day and check up on him. I forgot to call yesterday because my coworker was absent and I got very busy. I made sure to call today. It was too late. The already put him to sleep. If I had called yesterday maybe I could have saved him. I feel so bad now and I have to tell difficult child 1 and she is gonna be so mad at me. Today my coworker found out the cat was put to sleep (she gave him to us when he was a kitten) and she ignored me and didn't say goodbye. Then she posted a really nasty status on facebook blaming me for the whole thing. When I tried to explain myself she cussed me out. Now I am going to be given the silent treatment and she will refuse to talk to me. When this happens I always get bad anxiety (she has done this to me before and she's kinda like my supervisor.) I am having bad anxiety right now as I type. I hope I can sleep through this tonight. I feel bad enough as it is.