We went to my son's Residential Treatment Center (RTC) over the weekend to visit. For the most part, the visit went well. Monday we had family counseling. The focus was writing of house rules and consequences upon his (undetermined) discharge. The counselor had been on vacation for 10 days and had a report of some psycho/sexual tests that had been done. He handed it to me and asked me to read it and email him with questions. Our son was not part of the family counseling Monday (normally he is). However we were going to meet with him for a bit for a card game and to say goodbye. While waiting for our son to come I glanced at the front page of the report that disclosed a horrendous sexual acting out fact I had no previous knowledge of. I then had to put THAT out of my mind to be social with my son to finish up our visit. As I am riding home (hubby is driving) I read the report of the testing and I feel like I received a punch in the stomach. The results are terrifying, and I do not understand why this was given to me without a psychologist explaining the results and specific plans to help our son to make progress. I am heartsick and am doubting if there is even hope for him. So very sad.