hi to all
so i think i'Tourette's Syndrome high time i stop beating a dead horse. that being my job. i have struggled for almost 2 years now with difficult child's problems to get to office from where i moved to, long island. i have had numerous stressful moments, etc.
i run every morning to try and catch a train after i drop her off. she used to go to sitter's yet now shes so exhausted in the a.m. i take my time with her get to office at eleven the days i go in, it's insanity. they've switched me to hourly rate now. it takes so much to get there, expenses also sitter and train. i have to take hour and a half ride then walk 5 blocks climb 7 flights of stairs by the time i get there i'm exhausted and done pretty much.
i've held onto it for a very long time, didn't want to let go but i think the time has come. i really do. there is local teacher assistant job here in town at difficult child's school. i can also get the legal work from home going so i can bring in addtl. income. and not sweat it everyday. bad enough have stress of new family, 2 difficult child's then the commute ontop of it is just plain ridiculous.
it's letting to thats hard, very hard.
jen
p.s. thanks for letting me get that off my chest
so i think i'Tourette's Syndrome high time i stop beating a dead horse. that being my job. i have struggled for almost 2 years now with difficult child's problems to get to office from where i moved to, long island. i have had numerous stressful moments, etc.
i run every morning to try and catch a train after i drop her off. she used to go to sitter's yet now shes so exhausted in the a.m. i take my time with her get to office at eleven the days i go in, it's insanity. they've switched me to hourly rate now. it takes so much to get there, expenses also sitter and train. i have to take hour and a half ride then walk 5 blocks climb 7 flights of stairs by the time i get there i'm exhausted and done pretty much.
i've held onto it for a very long time, didn't want to let go but i think the time has come. i really do. there is local teacher assistant job here in town at difficult child's school. i can also get the legal work from home going so i can bring in addtl. income. and not sweat it everyday. bad enough have stress of new family, 2 difficult child's then the commute ontop of it is just plain ridiculous.
it's letting to thats hard, very hard.
jen
p.s. thanks for letting me get that off my chest