I cherish the days when difficult child is easy child, but I know that it is only temperary and his gfgness will return at any given second. Seems like i have worked so hard, every day, year after year to become more informed, get good treatment, have resources available for him. it is on-going everyday. It is a way of life. I know my relationship with husband has suffered but that is also a way of life at this point. Just cannot imagine what it would be like without gfgness. I am not sure I could cope without gfgness. don't get me wrong. i would absolutely love difficult child to be easy child. What would I do with my life? Days have gotten better the last few weeks, which make be believe that the medication switch in Feb. and again in April really had him in a tizzy. difficult child was playing with neighbor kid. i was talking with neighbor, but overheard difficult child and needed to correct him. neighbor was amazed that I heard him since we were talking. i was asked if I always pay attention like that. I thought everyone did. Lol. I need to because his mood can flip in a second and I need to supervise when he is with others. This neighbor thought it was so strange that I supervise.