Hope4NewDay
Christine
Hello,
I have found this site after an evening of the daily fighting. I felt as though I went farther than ever before (not detrimental, but to me, personally it is...ie: I said "shut up" and other things that sound tame but are against all I ever wanted to do to my precious difficult child :-( ) After contemplating murder/suicide to save him the stressed out life he's sure to have and my own sanity, I found this haven (please don't be alarmed. Our doctors know of these thoughts I have...am I the only one? You feel as though you'll save them from suffering? I'm paranoid I will die unexpectedly and he will be abused or tortured from wherever he lands)
So I'm here to meet people and spill my insane guts *sigh*
I have found this site after an evening of the daily fighting. I felt as though I went farther than ever before (not detrimental, but to me, personally it is...ie: I said "shut up" and other things that sound tame but are against all I ever wanted to do to my precious difficult child :-( ) After contemplating murder/suicide to save him the stressed out life he's sure to have and my own sanity, I found this haven (please don't be alarmed. Our doctors know of these thoughts I have...am I the only one? You feel as though you'll save them from suffering? I'm paranoid I will die unexpectedly and he will be abused or tortured from wherever he lands)
So I'm here to meet people and spill my insane guts *sigh*