Just here typing my thoughts .. was on facebook and seen a "time hop memory" come up on the parent of one of my sons friends. It was of her son learning to drive and the mom was in the passenger seat. Sadly, that young man- my son's best friend- died in a traffic accident a few months ago. The thoughts of her and how she if feeling break my heart. My heart is broken and my son is still alive although I feel he died a long time ago. Trying to look back on memories with my son over the last 10 years and I can barely find any good ones. Addiction stole my son. My heart breaks daily for my son's best friends mom. I do get to talk with her from time to time. We both cry. She for her son and I for mine. I don't know what lies ahead for my son. I pray that one day like all of you on this site do that my son and I will be able to make some happy memories again. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. So many years taken from our child and from us as parents.