Yeah, me too. I hope she is talking with someone- a friend, therapist, husband, anyone who'll listen and let her get some of this off her chest, if nothing else.
Jal, I just read yesterday's thread. I hope you're in a safe, calm place so you can try to get a clear plan. Hoping that maybe the reason you haven't posted is as simple as not having internet access where you are.
I hope you can post soon though--and that you aren't making any critical decisions while you are in crisis mode.
I know there have been times that I have posted and later have suffered from "poster's remorse", feeling vulnerable, exposed, embarrassed, even ashamed.
But, you're among friends here. People who care about you, and want to stand beside you in your time of need, without judgment.