As many know, my son relapsed 2 days ago. My thread on it is titled: possible relapse. I named it that 2 days ago, when I had a strong suspicion. Today, he called me & confirmed relapse. I think he's back in PHP. Anyways, I'm out alone running errands. I needed alone time. This song from my playlist came on in car. It calmed me so. I pulled up a YouTube version with lyrics- which are beautiful to me. I want to share the words that touch me: "And to live in the light through each treacherous turn.....to let go, of all, you cannot hold on to.......for the hope, beyond the blue......everything was made to shine despite what you can see......" And here is the song link. It's called "Beyond the Blue" by Josh Garrels.