We picked up difficult child from rehab nearly 2wks ago and took him to a very structured sober living home. He went back to the sober high school and finished up all his work to graduate. Graduation was on Thursday. We were sooooo proud!!!! Friday morning he got up and called the sober living director, told him he was done. He was moving out with an old using buddy and didn't want to be clean anymore. We have no clue where he is. The unknowing is such an awful, horrible feeling. He only has 3 days left of his medications (we were only giving him a weeks worth at a time) I cant imagine going cold turkey off some pretty heavy duty/very high dose medications ( Saphris, Lamictal and Zoloft) at the same time is going to be pretty. Especially in someone with a serious suicide attempt and a history of psychosis. Pray for my son.I'm really afraid I'm never going to see him again...his bottom just got a whole lot closer.