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Here we go again!
Please keep reaching out to us -- we are always here for you. Always. You may not be able to escape the emotional isolation -- you have to go through this on your own, no one can feel these things for you. But we can be your sounding board for anything you need to talk about. A few of us here have walked in your shoes, most of us have not yet, and maybe never will.
Don't be afraid of these feelings, however painful or ugly they be. They will pass. Feel them, and then let them go. You will still be you. And the beauty that you have surrounded yourself with in your garden, your art, your golf, and everything else you turn to for spiritual healing will also still be there waiting to give you what you need. And we'll be here, too.
Sending many strong and gentle hugs...
Don't be afraid of these feelings, however painful or ugly they be. They will pass. Feel them, and then let them go. You will still be you. And the beauty that you have surrounded yourself with in your garden, your art, your golf, and everything else you turn to for spiritual healing will also still be there waiting to give you what you need. And we'll be here, too.
Sending many strong and gentle hugs...