Please keep me and my son in your prayers today. As I have mentioned on the board before he is a twenty four year old functioning herion addict. I say functioning because he holds down a full time job. Some how and it did not happen overnight...i have become a prisioner in my own home. I stay in my bedroom all the time just to keep peace with him. He gets paid on Friday, by Tuesday he is broke. Then he begs, harrasses or does whatever it takes to get money from me the rest of the week. He always says he will pay me back but never does. I know how insane it has become but maybe if I put it on the board I can not deny it anymore. I buy all his gas, cigerattes, pay his car note and insurance. I feel like I have created a monster. I know I have to just stop. Pray for me today for today I stop! Pray for him that today he chooses to stop and if he does not choose to stop that he at least accepts that I do. My biggest fear he how he is going to react when I say no and do not give in. Willl he just yell and scream, will he tear up my house or worse? Yes, I am scared. But I have no choce. I pray for the strength and knowledge that all of you seem to have found.