Californiablonde
Well-Known Member
I quit Lamictal because it made me irritable as hell. psychiatrist says that Geodon is a mood stabilzer besides being an antipsychotic. I haven't been manic in the four years that I have been taking it. I've been depressed as hell, but no mania at all. Before the Geodon I was super manic. I actually kinda miss it. Between you and me, if the Paxil does cause a little mania I won't be too unhappy. I really miss my manic episodes. I am on a high and my house is really really clean. My boyfriend would benefit from it too cause I get super sexual. The only problem is the mania usually eventually turns into a mixed manic state and that's when I get dangerous. Half manic/half depressed is not a good combo. But a little pleasant hypomania wouldn't be so bad right now. I know I sound really irresponsible by saying it, but I really do miss the hypomania. If only I could have just a little bit to where I can control it.