Thank you all, again. I'm doing OK, staying busy but thinking of her almost nonstop. I come here and read the messages and get strength and comfort from you all. You really are a special group of angels.
I know this may not seem like anything comforting, but when Steven died I did the same (couldn't think of anything else thoughts consumed me) thinking. UNTIL - someone here PM'd me and told me that was pretty normal. After that I was able to let go a little and think about 2 things a day.