I was supposed to take McKenzie to her first pageant yesterday but I couldnt because I made a huge mess up. I didnt get very much in donations..lol. I didnt plan well in advance which is just my style. I didnt find out well in advance and oh well. Good thing too. Tony gave me his change jar to pay for it. I took that into my bank and it had $238.33 in it. The bank put that in one of those little bank envelopes and I put that in my purse. Im sure of that. I remember putting it in my purse and walking out the door. As I was getting in the car, Tony called me to tell me his youngest brother was going to be arriving at our house at any minute and I needed to go straight home so I did. No stops. So the envelop had to still be in my purse...no way it could leave my purse between the bank and my house since I didnt go anywhere. I took my purse out of the car and into the house. I cant honestly tell you at that point where I sat my purse down when we got in the house then. Im thinking on the couch next to me since I doubt I went in my room. I think I probably made me a diet coke and set my purse on the couch. Now I have no fear that this brother would steal. He is the good brother. Took Ziva to Cory's but didnt stop anywhere between my house and his and I stood in his front yard and my purse was left in my car. I never left sight of my car and no one went near it. I was 20 feet from my car at all times. Also no one knew this money was in my purse. I went to Walmart today to pick up some pictures and the money was gone. It had never left that little bank envelope. I never even opened it to count it. You have no idea how badly I am kicking myself for not having it put into my bank account. I didnt lose my debit card. The thing is....other things werent stolen that could have been. I had a bottle of morphine in there. I had two prescriptions for morphine. I can only think it fell out in my house somewhere. I dont believe anyone has been here to steal it. I really dont think I have been anywhere for it to fall out but here. And no, Buck hasnt been here. He knows his brother is here and they dont like each other. Buck wouldnt come within 20 feet of my house with Van here. Tony is mad as hell at me. He was willing to let me use the change for the pageant but now I am going to have to grovel to him because my car taxes are due and I have to get it inspected so I can do the registration. He is going to say no I just know it. Especially since the cable bill is due half this week and half next week. we have been fighting over money all month. Please pray I find this money. I am not letting him take any trash out until I go through it. then I am gonna sit down on my bedroom floor with a trashbag and start picking up paper piece by piece. That should be fun. It is so bad. Tony does tend to just toss my purse at me but I have a really big purse that stuff doesnt tend to fall out of. I just dont know. I am gonna be extremely ticked if I found out he did this to me as payback for that hundred bucks he thinks I stole from him. Only reason I even think that is he is oddly calm. He first said, you better not be saying one of my brothers stole it but when I said I am certainly not saying that, he calmed right down and said...well I am sure you will find it in the house. Just wait.