saving grace
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I was poking around and I saw that KFLD was back and my heart sank, our boys started together and got clean together, that was hmmm 4 years ago? I dont know quite how to explain whats going on with D, he is smoking pot, taking more suboxone than he is prescribed, he is angry and portrays himself as the victim of life. He has severe anxiety, depression. he will NOT do anything by the way of therapy or group or meetings. He obsesses about stupid things. I cant stand to be around him, he is exhausting. I kicked him out when I found out he was buying suboxone on the street to double his dose, he went to girlfriend's for 2 weeks, I have to say it was the most peaceful 2 weeks in a long time. I saw him Saturday and Sunday to go look at apartments with him and found myself tense and depressed. Monday he had an appointment with a Hepatologist, ( oh yeah a nice souvenier from his shooting up days) he is hep C positive. well after we got back I was on the couch for the day! I could move. he paralyzes me!
I let him come home for the next few weeks to pack etc.. and he is just miserable I cant take it. he came home from work today and has been asleep every since? I went in to tell him that he should get up and eat something and that if he stays asleep he will be up all night and he has to get up at 5 for work. I said his name and he screamed at me.
has anyone heard of the term "dry drunk" google it, thats him. He needs a new doctor, he needs someone to get him on the right medication. I am deflated, I have nothing left, like KFLD said " i cant believe I am doing this again"
sighhhhhh
grace
I let him come home for the next few weeks to pack etc.. and he is just miserable I cant take it. he came home from work today and has been asleep every since? I went in to tell him that he should get up and eat something and that if he stays asleep he will be up all night and he has to get up at 5 for work. I said his name and he screamed at me.
has anyone heard of the term "dry drunk" google it, thats him. He needs a new doctor, he needs someone to get him on the right medication. I am deflated, I have nothing left, like KFLD said " i cant believe I am doing this again"
sighhhhhh
grace