So, I am going about my business this morning. Woke up at 5:00 am, did back-breaking Sunday morning cleaning. Clean out the refrigerator, (which took me an hour and a half) and tons of other things. Went food shopping. Put everything away. Put the crock pot on and the family squabble started. I really can't go into detail about what started it because then it would give away my identity should people I know ever come across this forum. So difficult child just went nuts as usual, however, was family toxic drama fault this time, but i had enough and called the cops on her because she took it to the next level and attacked ME after I was STANDING UP FOR HER! WTF!!!??? It takes me a lot to get that point to call the police. One of the same four cops that has been called to our home numerous times, came. He acted casual. His same speal was nothing they could do, why did I even call, (um because I was being verbally annihilated) I have to go through the courts. However, he told me his story and says he was a former difficult child, so maybe that's why he doesn't really seem too surprised. It's nice how everyone can have a casual attitude about this, while I am suffering and dying on the inside. I know everyone is going to tell me to go through with the court eviction, please believe me I am working on it. I just need some different advice today. I feel very traumatized more so than usual. For the first time I have felt suicidal. Years of non stop abuse. I just feel like once difficult child finally moves, I just feel like it's too late. The damage is done. My soul is almost dead.